Characters: Yokoyama Yu, Maruyama RyuheiLocation: Maruyama's apartmentRating: NC-17/RSummary: incompleteWarnings: none yetYoko walked tiredly to Maru's, wondering what his friend would do once he told him what had happened. Would he react like Ryo had done and punch him, then throw him out? Would he actually listen to what Yoko had to say? There was really only one way to find out.Part of himself wondered why he was going to Maru for this, but who else could he turn to? Maru was the most understanding next to Yasu, and Yasu...well. Yoko knew that Yasu had a soft spot for Ohkura and would no doubt be as upset as Ryo, if not more so. Why had he kissed Ohkura, even with the thought that he was slightly tipsy, let alone drunk enough to confuse him for Ryo. Hina was going to be pissed, that was for sure.Finally Yoko arrived at Maru's and buzzed to be let in.
Lying stiffly in Maru's arms, having been pulled back into the bed and his embrace, Yoko couldn't help but let out a small sniffle as he tried to control the tears that were still threatening to fall. It just wasn't fair that now that he'd found someone, he didn't feel he deserved it and was still so full of insecurities it wasn't even funny. Weren't you supposed to be happy when you had someone who loved you? "Maru...." he whispered, trying to get the other man to let him go. "Let go...I have to go..please..." He didn't want to shame himself by crying in front of Maru.
The small sniffle didn't pass by unnoticed and Maru looked at Yoko again, starting to feel worried. Why does he want to leave? As far as I know he has no schedule he needs to follow today.. He loosened his grip a little, but he was still holding the older man down, their eyes connected and Maru became more serious. "Kimi-kun.. Why do you want to leave?" keeping his eyes focused on Yoko's.
"Maru, please....you don't have to...you don't have to go out with me if you really don't want to," Yoko said in a rush as those warm brown eyes stared into his, making him even more nervous and sad and afraid. "I'm sorry...if you feel I pressured you into it. I...."He couldn't talk any more, overwhelmed with the feelings of guilt and sadness and paradoxically, hope. Hope that it wasn't what he thought at all, that Maru did love him and it wasn't being forced in any way. Despite his promise, tears fell from his eyes and he turned to the side to hide his face in the pillow, his body shaking with silent sobs.
"Baka!" he said out in a loud voice, he couldn't really believe what he heard, Yoko thought he didn't mean it seriously. When the older man turned around a hid his face, he body starting to shake, Maru's voice grew soft again "You really are stupid, Kimi-kun-" His arms around Yoko dragged him closer than before, trying to steady Yoko's shaking body, he began kissing his shoulder and neck, "-you really think I would have done this with you if I didn't like you? You didn't pressure me into anything, silly!"
Yoko could feel Maru trying to reassure him, his voice soothing and the kisses making him feel hot again. Still, he wanted to be absolutely sure of this. Wiping away the tears as best he could, he turned back to Maru and looked at him solemnly. "You don't think I pressured you into this? I know how I feel but...I know you said you felt the same but I just don't know. It could have been just the sympathy talking..." Yoko whispered softly, suddenly unable to look at Maru any more. "I love you but that's why I don't want you to feel pressured in any way. If I have to, I will let you go rather than making you stay with me...against your will."
Maru listened to what was on Yoko's mind without interrupting. Yoko was always somebody to worry too much when it came to feelings, but seeing how serious he took it made Maru happy too. His hand went to Yoko's chin and lifted up his head so their eyes connected again, his eyes turning gentle as he looked at Yoko's concerned face "Nothing what happened between us was against my will and I won't be walking away from you now that we are finally together - Yokoyama Kimitaka~". And he leaned forward the shot distance that was between them ad locked their lips together, breathing warm against the others skin as he removed himself again, his cheeks starting to turn a slight tone of pink.
At Maru's words, a blush began stealing over Yoko's face, even more so when Maru kissed him, their breaths mingling. He felt even more warm than before, his body starting to react again to the proximity of his lover and boyfriend. "Maru...I love you so much..."Clasping his hands around Maru's neck, Yoko drew him down again for another kiss, his lips opening in a silent invitation for Maru to take charge and deepen the kiss. He felt silly for doubting Maru's feelings but relieved that his fears were unfounded.
Maru wanted to add an declaration of love too, but didn't get the time as he felt himself being pulled in for another kiss right away. His body tight at first, gave in to the kiss and as he felt Yoko's invitation he opened too and let his tongue slip into Yoko's mouth, playing around with the other tongue and loving the taste of it.He could slowly feel his own body warming up and something further down himself started to wake up too. A muffle sound escaped his lips against their kiss as he could feel himself brushing against Yoko's leg.
Yoko moaned into the kiss, feeling Maru's erection against his leg. It made him harder than he already was, his body so hot for Maru now that he could barely stand it. "I want you..." he whispered against Maru's lips, breaking their kiss temporarily. "I want to know what it feels like with you inside of me..."His blush deepened as he made that admission, unsure of what Maru was going to say. It wasn't usual for him, but he was honest. He wanted Maru so much it almost hurt but it was a new experience for him. He wasn't used to being the bottom, but he wanted to know what it felt like to have the one he loved inside of him for a change.
Maru's face turned scarlet when he heard his boyfriends words, he hadn't at all expected this coming from Yoko, but it made the blood boil in his veins,he planted another quick kiss on Yoko's lips and looked directly at him. "Y-you sure about this..?" he wanted to feel how Yoko felt inside too, but he also knew that not everyone felt pleasure when being fucked from behind "-You know it can hurt.. a lot! So I want you to be really sure about this!"As he gave Yoko time to answer, he started kissing his jawline and neck.
Nodding, Yoko gasped when he felt Maru's lips on his neck, the pleasure overriding whatever residual guilt and sadness he felt. "Y-yes, I'm sure...I want you, Ryuhei," he whispered, his breathing jerky as he struggled to contain the pleasure. "And I trust you not to hurt me," he added, moving his head back and grabbing Maru's hand, placing it on his erection, he in turn taking Maru's and beginning to stroke slowly.
Maru breathed heavily against Yoko's skin when the older boy guided his hand down to the erection and after that started to stroke him, Maru gladly returned the favor, returning to kiss his neck and moving down to his collarbone, planting kisses on every inch he could reach. Yoko's stroking felt so good that Maru quietly moaned against his skin and had to steady himself when he lifted himself up on his elbow and his hand left Yoko's manhood, trying hard to reach the lube lying on the bed-table on the other side of his boyfriend. With only a couple of centimeters left before reaching the tube, a shiver of pleasure went thru Maru's body and loosing his balance by only being supported by his elbow, he fell heavy as he was on top of Yoko.
Groaning from the combined weight of Maru's body on him, as well as the intense pleasure it sent through is body, Yoko shoved at Maru playfully. "Hey, wait a little before doing that, ne," he teased, throwing out an arm and snagging the tube for his lover, holding it out for him. "This is what you were after, right?" he asked, his face red from blushing. Yoko couldn't believe he'd asked this, and so early in the morning, but he wanted Maru like, now, and could see Maru wanted him in the same way.
Maru giggled out a shy "Hai~" as he took the tube from Yoko's hand, his face redder than before, but he liked lying like this, his body on top of Yoko's.Starting where he had left off Maru started kissing Yoko's body again, moving now further down his torso, soon reaching one of his nipples which he started to softly bite at it while his hand blindly opened the tube and let some of the cold sticky lube run out on his hand and fingers, then one of his legs went between Yoko's, spreading them so he could get access. His fingers smeared in lube went to Yoko's entrance, taking it slow Maru massaged a finger against it, pushing it softly against he hole until he felt Yoko relaxing enough so he could let a tips of one of his fingers in. Still biting the nipple softly, he eyes went up and tried to connect with Yoko's wanting to see his reaction.
Yoko shivered as Maru teased his nipple with his teeth, already knowing of his most sensitive spots and making him gasp and moan loudly. That was nothing in comparison to the sensations he got as he felt Maru's fingers teasing and then entering him, his eyes opening widely with shock at the slight pain."Ryu-chan...." he gasped, arching his back slightly. "Slowly....it hurts. But just a little..."He gave a small smile, hoping that would be enough to reassure Maru that it was ok. Yoko still wanted this, no matter what, and would bear anything he had to.
Careful not to move his hand too much he moved his body a bit upwards, until his lips were able to reach Yoko's, letting out a little "Gomen" before kissing him, wanting to override the pain with his kiss. He didn't want Yoko to feel the pain, but Yoko had already told him that he wanted this, so Maru was prepared to continue, so when his tongue entered Yoko's mouth his finger moved further inside Yoko too, careful not to move too fast.
Trying his best to relax so it wouldn't hurt, Yoko lost himself in Maru's kiss, his tongue playing with Maru's as one of his hands moved to play with the hair curling at the younger man's neck. He had to admit he loved everything about Maru - his gentle nature, the funny side of him, and the protective side of him too. It was nice being the one protected sometimes instead of having to always protect others too. He could feel Maru's finger inching slowly into him and after a few minutes, the pain changed to pleasure. The pleasure made him relax even more, making him feel even better and he moaned into the kiss, letting Maru know it was ok now and he could go faster.
It was easy to feel that Yoko slowly started to relax more as he gave Maru's finger more and more access, and their kiss grew hotter. Maru was sure he could feel every little change happening in Yoko's body, so when the older boy moaned against his lips Maru automatically went faster, wanting to hear Yoko's voice more, wanting him to feel all the pleasure he himself felt last night. While softly biting Yoko's lower lip, as if to be able to eat his moans, Maru gently added another finger, moving a bit slower again to make him get used to the feeling.
Yoko's moans increased as Maru's fingers moved within him, occasionally brushing something inside of him that made him writhe and gasp, his body going boneless with bliss. He wanted more of that, he knew that much. His hands left Maru's hair and began clutching at his back as he moved urgently now, pushing against the fingers inside of him. This was so much better than he expected and if this is what it felt like...he would do this more often.
Maru tried to catch Yoko's moans with this own lips, breathing in whenever the older male breathed out and visa-versa. Getting high from the carbon dioxide in the exhaled air from Yoko.If it wasn't for the fact that this turned Maru on so much, he could lay here, kissing and listening to Yoko all day, the moans of pleasure was music to his ears. But he could feel that his body started to want more than this, he wanted to enter Yoko with more than just his fingers. As he lay closer to the bed-table now, he was able to reach for a condom without stopping his fingers penetrating Yoko. He took the packet up to his mouth and ripped it open using his free hand and his teeth, clumsily then trying to get the condom to roll out over his erection.
Through the haze of pleasure, Yoko could see Maru struggling with the condom and slowly began to help him, between them managing to get it on properly. His body was tight with anticipation; he wanted this more than ever and it excited him that he was going to try something new. "Ryu-chan...I trust you," he whispered softly between kisses, moving his legs further apart so Maru could access him easier.
A pleasant shivers went thru Maru's body as Yoko's hand helped wrap the condom over his cock and he wanted to feel more of his boyfriend. He shook his head quick to clear his mind before he placed himself between Yoko's legs. His fingers left to rub the remaining lube in the palm of his hand out over his erection to minimize the worst friction at the beginning which would be able to hurt Yoko.He lifted Yoko's legs up a bit, caressing his tights while doing so, and while one hand kept Yoko's hip in place the other went down to stroke Maru's erection, making sure that he was ready too. Maru leaned forward, letting his cock press against Yoko's entrance, he started kissing his collarbone again. He wanted to kiss his lips really badly, but he would first be able to reach them if he leaned further forward and he didn't want to enter Yoko too quickly, knowing that his cock was a couple of numbers bigger than the two fingers which Yoko had earlier experienced. Maru slowly pushed against Yoko's entrance and when it opened to his erection and he him slip in, he could do nothing more than moan against the skin wet of his kisses.
Surprised at the gentleness Maru was showing him, Yoko was still unprepared for the pain, gritting his teeth and bearing it as best he could. It was a small price to pay for the pleasure he knew he'd get later. As Maru moved slowly, the pain receded, replaced by an urge to move against the younger man, so Yoko slowly began to thrust up as much as he could to let Maru know it was ok to go faster. He let out the breath he'd been holding and smiled up at his boyfriend. "I knew I could trust you, Ryu-chan," he smiled softly, raising one hand to push back the sweaty hair from Maru's face and tuck it behind an ear.
Maru could feel Yoko's body tightening in pain just after he had entered him and for a short while he thought about retreating again, not wanting to hurt Yoko more, but the pleasure he felt himself made him want to continue for just a little while longer. Just a couple of thrusts more, he thought to himself maybe he'll grow used to it and if not then I'll stop!His body trembling with pleasure soon realized that Yoko had started moving against his body, wanting him to go faster and deeper, and getting this acceptance, that it was alright now and he didn't hurt Yoko anymore, nearly made Maru cry of joy. So when Yoko removed of of the hair from Maru face, he dove forward and kissed the older man passionately while he pressed as hard as he could against him. Breaking this kiss for a second as he started thrusting into Yoko at a faster pace, their eyes connected, Maru's sparkled with a warm feeling and he panted against his lips a quiet "I love you so much".
Yoko kissed Maru back as hard as he could, the thrusts inside of him making his senses reel with ecstacy. He had no idea it could be like this at all and it made his body crave more, thrusting back and moaning deeply against the kiss. It made his heart sing when Maru reaffirmed his love and he smiled back. "I love you too, Ryuhei," he whispered back. Now if he could reconcile with Tacchon and Ryo, his happiness would be complete, but it was pretty darn close as far as he was concerned. Even if all he had was Maru, he could make it. Throwing his head back as a thrust hit his prostate, he gasped and moaned loudly. "Oh God, Ryu-chan....do that again, onegaishimasu!"