Characters: Yokoyama Yu, Maruyama RyuheiLocation: Maruyama's apartmentRating: NC-17/RSummary: incompleteWarnings: none yetYoko walked tiredly to Maru's, wondering what his friend would do once he told him what had happened. Would he react like Ryo had done and punch him, then throw him out? Would he actually listen to what Yoko had to say? There was really only one way to find out.Part of himself wondered why he was going to Maru for this, but who else could he turn to? Maru was the most understanding next to Yasu, and Yasu...well. Yoko knew that Yasu had a soft spot for Ohkura and would no doubt be as upset as Ryo, if not more so. Why had he kissed Ohkura, even with the thought that he was slightly tipsy, let alone drunk enough to confuse him for Ryo. Hina was going to be pissed, that was for sure.Finally Yoko arrived at Maru's and buzzed to be let in.
When Maru responded to his kiss, Yoko's legs almost gave out in relief and happiness, making him smile into the kiss. Yoko then realised that Maru wanted more so he deepened the kiss, slipping his tongue between Maru's parted lips and exploring to his heart's content. This was what he'd been seeking with Ohkura and hadn't gotten, either from his own feelings or from Ohkura's and he wondered why it had taken him so long to realise that it was Maru all along. Pulling the younger man closer, he locked his arms around Maru's waist, their bodies as close together as he could make them and still be separate. He wanted so much more but did he dare? The sofa was behind Maru, he knew, so maybe...Yoko backed Maru into the sofa and gently pushed him down onto it, letting himself be carried with Maru until he was on top of the younger man, still kissing him. He didn't ever want to let go now that he had found his most important person.
When Yoko's tongue entered his mouth, he started massaging it with his own and he could taste the iron from the blood that had been inside Yoko mouth.Maru let out a little yelp of surprise when he found himself being pushed unto the sofa but feeling the weight of the other boy on top of him seconds later and the kiss not breaking, he didn't mind laying here at all. Now Maru knew that he had done the right thing when he had decided for one of the biggest sofas when he bought this apartment.Maru could swear that his heart was going to burst out of his chest an minute, but miraculously it stayed inside, so happy was he. But he had to break the kiss, panting he looked into Yoko's eyes wanting more, but something kept him from it.Maru pointed at the front door, "It's still unlocked.. um.. Would you mind locking it?" he asked, his cheeks reaching an even deeper red.
Yoko looked at Maru enquiringly as he broke the kiss, then gave a cheeky grin, still panting a little himself. "Actually, I do..." he teased before easing himself off Maru and going to the door, locking it and making sure it was locked. That done, he went back to the sofa, pulling Maru up so he could sit down beside him."Ryu-chan...."He didn't know how to say what was on his mind; he was still new to all this stuff, but he wanted Maru to know where he stood. "I don't want this to be...a one-time thing. I want us to be together... I really like you. A lot. Maybe even more. But I don't want to hurt you..."Yoko wasn't sure he was making any sense, babbling as he was in his nervousness. Having said all he could, he leaned over and began kissing Maru, first his lips, then his jawline and down to his neck, waiting for the other man to respond.
Maru felt a little sad when the weight of the older boy was gone but he was glad too when he door was finally locked, remembering a certain landlady who liked to invite herself inside all hours of the day if you didn't remember to lock the door, and right now that was the last thing he wanted.When Yoko had locked the door and was on his way back, it surprised Maru that he didn't continue where they had left, but when he was sat up and then heard Yoko explain more clearly what was going on thru his head, Maru could do nothing but smile.Maru started to run his fingers thru the older ones hair as he accepted his kiss again, and when Yoko moved further down and started to kiss his neck, Maru tilted his head a bit backwards and thought it a good time to answer with his own feelings."I-I don't want this to be 'just a thing for tonight' either.." he had to stop for a while to catch his breath as he had started panting again, Yoko's touch making his blood run thru his body way to fast and he could feel something coming to life further down himself. "Yoko, you really mean a lot to me too", this came out as a whisper as he wrapped his arms around Yoko's neck, pulling him closer and kissing his forehead softly.
Unable to repress a shiver of pleasure at Maru's words, Yoko pulled back and smiled. "Maruyama Ryuhei....will you go out with me?" he asked shyly, looking down at his lap. It vaguely amused the perverted side of him that despite everything that had gone on that night, he was so ready for this that the moment Maru gave him the word, he would take the younger man into the bedroom. It was amazing that Maru hadn't already noticed his arousal, (or if he had, he hadn't said anything about it), though he had felt Maru's from his previous position. Knowing that Maru wanted him as much as he wanted Maru went a long way to making him feel better about not just himself but the whole mess that had happened with Ohkura and Ryo-chan. It gave him hope that he could help salvage the mess he'd made and fix things for his friends.
Maru felt short on words what seemed to be the hundreds time this evening, he felt the only thing he could do was look at Yoko and smile. "Hai, Kimikun~" he finally said and nodded softly, thinking that this was nearly too good to be true, he had never hoped for something even close to this. Without thinking he therefor pulled Yoko in for a kiss again, this time Maru was the one to force his tongue inside the other's mouth.Edited at 2008-02-28 01:23 am (UTC)
When Maru gave his answer, Yoko felt his heart was going to jump right out of his chest, he was that happy. The kiss took him by surprise but it was more than welcomed as his tongue teased Maru's where it played inside his mouth. As they kissed, he slowly began to strip, hurriedly trying to undo the buttons on his shirt, then pulling it off as quickly as he could while still kissing his boyfriend. His boyfriend. That idea whirled around his head making him dizzy with happiness, desire, and a weird sense of comfort that finally he had someone who cared as much for him as he cared for the other. "Ryu-chan..." he breathed into the kiss, panting with the effort. "Bedroom...?"
His eyes closed, he let his fingers run down Yoko's masculine torso. When he felt the other boy starting to undress he wanted to loose his own sweatshirt as quickly as possible, but he would have to break the kiss to be able to pull it over his head. He didn't want to do that just yet."Hhm?.. Ah, hai.. bedroom~" he said as if in trance in between the kissed shared with Yoko, then he pushed Yoko softly away so he would be able to stand up. He took Yoko hand, braiding his fingers in between Yoko and pulled him softly off the sofa and towards the small hall.Arriving in the bedroom Maru cursed himself for not keeping this part of his apartment more clean, clothes lying in a big pile in one of the corners and mags lying spread out under his TV in another corner, only the bed seemed like it had been spared the chaos and that was the most important thing right now.
Yoko allowed himself to be led to the bedroom where he chuckled softly at the mess (reminded of his own untidy bedroom), then began to nuzzle Maru from behind, pulling off Maru's sweatshirt and starting on his trousers. "Clothes...off...would be a good idea?" he smiled, kissing Maru's neck as he carefully undid his trousers and helped the other man step out of them.
It came as a pleasant surprise when Yoko started to undress him, Yoko's arms working their way around him felt so safe and strong.Once Maru was fully undressed he turned around and faced the older boy "A really good idea, nee?" giving him a quick kiss he now started to undo his pants. Purring unto Yokos lips when he finally managed to pull the pants down and he felt Yoko's erection against his own.
Yoko gasped when Maru finished undressing him, their heated bodies now skin-to-skin. It felt so wonderfully good that he almost wanted to stop there, but instead he slowly backed Maru into the bed, gently pushing him down, then climbing onto it after him and laying beside Maru, his arms around the younger man. It wasn't as if either of them were new at this part of things, but he really didn't know where to start. Yoko felt like a giddy schoolboy with his first crush, all awkward and shy all of a sudden even though this was Maru he was with. Maybe it was because it was Maru, someone he'd been around for years and years and likely to be around for years to come. That made it that much more important to him. Leaning up on one arm, he looked down at Maru's flushed face, a smile on his own, before kissing him gently. This would be a start...
Once again Maru felt himself being pushed backwards and he landed softly on his bed, looking gently at Yoko when he followed him into the bed. Maru giggle a little when Yoko seemed a bit nervous and when Yoko kissed him he smiled into the kiss.Lying here with Yoko seemed like it was meant to be and Maru wondered why had taken so long for both of them to realize their feelings. His hands went up, one placed softly on Yoko cheek, pulling him closer into the kiss but still careful not to hurt the older's bruises and the other caressed Yoko's neck, playing teasingly with his hair.Maru broke their kiss and looking into Yoko's deep eyes, seeing himself reflected in them, feeling that he needed nothing more the rest of his life than be near to the man whose name was Yokoyama Kimitaka. Their hearts were so close now that he could feel Yoko's beating fast against his skin, and his own heart did a good job following up to the same rhythm."Kimi.." he whispered out against the other lips, making a small pause to collect up the courage he needed to say this "I-i want to feel you-". He closed his eyes and kissed Yoko again, feeling his cheeks getting red again.
Yoko blushed hotly, feeling the effect of the words all over his whole body. "Are you sure?" he asked quietly after breaking the kiss. "And do you have...."He didn't really want to ask but he absolutely didn't want to hurt Maru in any way and they had to make sure they were protected. Still, his face reddened in embarrassment. "Lube and condoms..." he whispered finally, burying his face in Maru's shoulder to hide the blush. "I don't want to hurt you..."
Maru understood perfectly why Yoko hid his head, and he felt embarrassed too as he was gonna have to admit that he actually had stuff like that ready for an occasion like this, "S-second drawer in the bedtable" and he pointed on the little table just beside the bed behind Yoko.Maru smiled when he thought about how thoughtful Yoko was being right now, this wasn't his first time together with another boy, but Yoko was the first to show such a concern about him not being hurt.We are gonna do it, Maru realized and once again the blood inside his body ran faster and he could feel himself getting even harder than he was already.
Kissing Maru again, Yoko moved to the bedside table and rummaged around, pulling out the items he needed. He didn't really question Maru on why he had them; he had them too, and he dared say the others were prepared as well. It went with who they were, after all. Plus they were all young men with raging hormones so it stood to reason they'd have to be prepared for any eventuality.Having gotten what he needed, he moved back to Maru's side, smiling shyly again at the younger man. Now that they were that much closer to what they wanted, he felt even more awkward and shy as he leaned down and kissed Maru again, his hands wandering over Maru's smooth, toned body. "I want you so much, Ryu-chan," Yoko whispered into the kiss, his hands nearing the goal of Maru's erection, eager and yet suddenly too shy to touch where he most wanted without Maru's permission.
Yoko's hands moving over his body were warm, and it felt like they made every inch of skin they touched warm and prickling. Once again kissing with Yoko, Maru felt the older one's hand slowly moving further down himself and the stopping at one point.Touch me touch me, Maru's insides screamed and his body shivered with anticipation. Instinctively his own hand went down and guided Yoko's further down until they reached the destination, Maru unable to hold back a moan against Yoko's lips made by the mere fact that Yoko touched him."I-" he panted as he looked at Yoko, his eyes filled with lust at the other "-want you to make me yours." and he kissed him again, his mouth hungry for more.
Yoko felt his face couldn't get any redder than it already was as Maru guided his hand to his erection, where he slowly began to stroke, feeling and hearing the moans against his lips. It made him happy to please Maru, to give him the pleasure that he rightly deserved, and he smiled a little to himself. Hearing Maru whisper those words filled Yoko with more desire than he thought he could handle, their kiss turning urgent and needy as he mentally prepared himself. Finally he pulled back and grabbed the lube, slicking his fingers then lightly pressing one to Maru's entrance, with a look at the other man for permission.
"Ahh~" Maru was unable to keep himself quiet when Yoko started to stroke him, it simply felt too good and the only thing he could do in return was kiss Yoko back, his hands not steady enough and his mind too blank to repay Yoko the same way.When Yoko's hand left him Maru was able to recollects his thoughts a bit, panting a he tried to steady his racing heart, but unable to when he opened his eyes and saw Yoko preparing his fingers.Feeling the cold lube at his entrance, he gave Yoko a hungry look and nodded, his body more than ready to feel Yoko inside of him, "Onegai!".Edited at 2008-02-29 11:20 am (UTC)
Feeling suddenly choked up that Maru trusted him this much, Yoko had to stop for a moment to compose himself before gently slipping in one finger and slowly moving it around. Waiting for Maru to get used to the intrusion, he gently caressed Maru's thigh with his free hand, hoping to relax him further. "Anyone who says you're not beautiful should be shot, Ryu-chan," he whispered, looking into Maru's eyes, certain that his boyfriend (that would never cease to amaze Yoko; that Maru was willing to put up with him and be his boyfriend) could see how nervous and shy he was, but it didn't really matter. To him, all that mattered was Maru, and he would do anything to protect and make him happy.
Being able to look at Yoko like this, lying beside him, Maru thanked the gods for his good fortune, this was more than he had ever hoped for and he wanted this happy moment to last as long as possible. And most important of all he wanted Yoko to be happy too."Ngh..", Yoko's finger entered him smoothly but it still stinged a little at first, but it was soon gone with Yoko's relaxing hand on his thigh and he started to moan again, this time louder and more panting. He wanted to rock his body against the older one's finger, but sensing that he was still nervous, Maru didn't want to seem too pushy.In between his moans Maru managed to giggle at what Yoko said, it was not that often that he got told that he was good looking, beautiful, not compared to some of the other eighters and as a thank you Maru kissed him again, nibbling softly at the older one's lower lip. He loved those lips more than anything."Would you-" he moaned "-shoot them for me then". He smirked playfully against Yoko's lips.He wanted to feel more of Yoko inside him and he locked their eyes together again. "Kimi?" he simply said and hoped his boyfriend would understand.Edited at 2008-02-29 09:20 pm (UTC)
"Hai," Yoko whispered back, his lips stinging from Maru's nips, the sensations spurring him on. In response to Maru's request, he added a second finger, scissoring them gently to prepare him, then adding a third to make sure he was ready. He definitely didn't want to hurt Maru. Ever."Let me know when you're ready," he whispered again, leaning down for another slow kiss, letting his tongue tease Maru's lips. Yoko was more than ready but he wanted this to be special.
Maru wrapped his arms around Yoko's neck when he felt himself being filled with the fingers of the man he loved, he lay his forehead against Yoko's shoulder, panting against his skin."I-i'm ready" he panted and clinged closer to Yoko, his body twitching with pleasure every time he felt Yoko's fingers deep inside him, "I want you feel you you badly."His head left Yoko's shoulder again and he looked with soft eyes at the older man, "Kimi, I-" he held and pause and kissed his lips quickly "-love you!"
Yoko stilled when he heard Maru's confession, the words shocking him more than he thought they would. "How long...?" he asked, his voice quiet and shaky as he wondered how long Maru had had feelings for him in this way. It was often joked that Yoko was the insensitive one who never understood feelings and in a way, they were right. He hadn't seen this coming at all. Still, it touched him more than he could say, and he leaned down and kissed Maru gently, feeling the pinpricks of tears behind his eyelids. It hurt him that he wasn't ready to reciprocate just yet; maybe he was scared but he couldn't say the words he was sure Maru was expecting of him just yet and he wasn't going to lie and say it without being sure he meant it. It was just too important to them both. "Thank you....Ryuhei," he whispered after a while, using Maru's full given name. Suddenly recollecting what they were about to do, he shyly withdrew his fingers from Maru's body and pulled out one of the condoms, unwrapping it and putting it on silently, aware of Maru's eyes on him the whole time. That done, he prepared himself with the lube, making sure to use as much as he felt he needed to avoid hurting Maru, then knelt between the younger man's knees, leaning forward until the head of his cock was at Maru's entrance. Yoko leaned over and kissed Maru hard, hoping the distraction would be enough as he slowly thrust inside, making sure to go as slowly as he dared until he was sure Maru could handle it. The tight heat surrounding him made his head reel, but he kept control of himself, aware that this was Maru, someone he cared deeply about and to whom he didn't want to cause any pain if he could avoid it.
Maru didn't really know what to answer because he didn't know the answer. He had always been watching Yoko, his eyes had been on his senpai since way back when he joined the company, he had admired him and looked up to him and well, now he knew that that feeling must at some point have changed to more. He just didn't know when, but he could clearly feel that right now it was more than just lust he felt towards Yoko, so much more than just that. "I-I don't know when it started.." he looked apologetic at Yoko.Maru felt empty when Yoko's fingers left him, but he knew he needed not endure the wait for very long, keeping his eyes fixed on Yoko's activities he bit his lower lip and waited silently, trying his best to make his body as relaxed as possible. His breathing turned more heavy when Yoko finally leaned over him and he closed his eyes and tried to calm down. Surprised by Yoko's hard kiss at the same time as Yoko entered him, Maru eyes opened wide and he moaned loud into Yoko's kiss. "Ngh-Aaah! Aaaaah~", he broke their kiss and threw his head backwards into the pillow, his hands found their way to Yoko's back again, letting his short nails run over his skin, pulling him closer and wanting him to slowly pick up the pace as the sensation of Yoko deep inside him felt better and better with each passing thrust.
Yoko was going to ask if he was hurting Maru, but feeling the other man's hands on his back, pulling him closer, made him realise that things were all right and he could speed up a little. Thrusting a little harder, he began kissing Maru's throat and collarbone, nipping a little then kissing the marks he'd made until the redness receded. Little by little, Yoko increased the pace of his thrusting until he was happy with it; not too fast yet not too slow. He wanted to take his time and enjoy it with Maru, not a hasty fuck into the bed and that was it. Maru meant more to him than that, even if he couldn't quite work out how he felt just then.