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[Log] 2008-02-20 9.45pm (approx)
by yokocho (yokocho)
at February 21st, 2008 (11:59 pm)
distressed

current mood: distressed

Characters: Yokoyama Yu, Maruyama Ryuhei
Location: Maruyama's apartment
Rating: NC-17/R
Summary: incomplete
Warnings: none yet




Yoko walked tiredly to Maru's, wondering what his friend would do once he told him what had happened. Would he react like Ryo had done and punch him, then throw him out? Would he actually listen to what Yoko had to say? There was really only one way to find out.

Part of himself wondered why he was going to Maru for this, but who else could he turn to? Maru was the most understanding next to Yasu, and Yasu...well. Yoko knew that Yasu had a soft spot for Ohkura and would no doubt be as upset as Ryo, if not more so. Why had he kissed Ohkura, even with the thought that he was slightly tipsy, let alone drunk enough to confuse him for Ryo. Hina was going to be pissed, that was for sure.

Finally Yoko arrived at Maru's and buzzed to be let in.

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Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 01:36 am (UTC)

"Ryu-chan, he wouldn't even listen to me. He just accused me of lying and I left. I couldn't stay...and I don't know what's going to happen to Tacchon either. Is Ryo even going to listen to him?"

Yoko winced as the antiseptic stung his bruised cheek, then sighed. "It's no use. He just won't listen to me. I didn't even do anything other than kiss Tacchon, so why he got the wrong idea, I don't know."

He looked into Maru's eyes, seeing the concern for him, and almost broke down then and there, but he was Yoko, and Yoko didn't cry. Looking away, he stared into space with a sad expression on his face.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 01:54 am (UTC)
Maru everyday face

"I'm sure you'll be able to talk with Ryo again.. h-he just needs to calm down too!" Maru wasn't even sure that it would be possible, but it was always better to look more optimistically on things, because loosing hope before even searching was plain stupid.

Finished cleaning Yoko's bruise, Maru covered the wound with one of the biggest band aids he had and lifted himself from his knees so he stood up again. Somehow he though that Yoko looked so small sitting on his couch, and instinctively he reached his hand down and ran his fingers through Yoko's hair, petting his head to try to cheer him up.

"You can stay here tonight if you like, I have an extra futon somewhere." Maru said gently, not wanting to let his friend be alone in the state he was in.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 01:58 am (UTC)

"Thanks Ryu-chan. For everything. I really appreciate your listening to me and not...getting angry with me," Yoko said softly, feeling a slight thrill as Maru's fingers ran through his hair, relaxing him.

"I...are you sure it's ok?" he asked, uncertain. He didn't want to screw things up even more at this point.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 02:25 am (UTC)
x Kimimaru black heart

"What are friends for, if not for listening?" Maru smiled at Yoko and sat down beside him, but not removing the hand from Yoko's head, messing softly thru his hair again.

"Even tho my apartment ain't the biggest, there is always space for you to come over and stay, you know that silly~"

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 02:30 am (UTC)

"Thanks," Yoko replied softly, grateful for the support Maru was giving him. In more ways than one, it seemed. The fingers in his hair made him dizzy and he wondered briefly if Maru would be upset if Yoko kissed him, then flushed. He'd already been down that road before tonight and it had screwed things up.

Still, the messages Maru seemed to be sending him were making Yoko wonder.

"Ryu-chan...would it be ok if..."

Yoko leaned forward and pressed his lips to Maru's gently, then backed away, a blush stealing across his face.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 10:30 am (UTC)
x Kimimaru black heart

Maru's eyes grew wide in surprise in he felt Yoko's lips on his own, he hadn't seen that one coming, but strangely enough he found himself not disliking it. His hand, which had left Yoko's head when the older boy moved forward to kiss him, found itself on his back and when Yoko then pulled away he felt the urge to pull him close again, but he didn't do so. He felt his cheeks getting warm and imagined how red they must be.

"Kimi-kun.. I-I.. um..", Maru didn't know what to say, he hadn't thought about the possibility that Yoko might like him before, he wouldn't kiss me if he didn't like me, would he? But then he thought back on what Yoko had told him, the reason why he was so beat up had involved kissing Ohkura too. He took a deep breath and decided to tell him this seriously, "Kimi-kun. I-if you don't mean it, please don't toy with others hearts.." He looked into Yoko's eyes and hope he wasn't toying around.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 01:55 pm (UTC)

"Ryu-chan...."

Yoko realised that Maru believed he was messing around and wanted to scream with frustration. It wasn't that way at all! He didn't know how to articulate his feelings very well but he'd try his best.

"I...I'm sorry. I..."

It was harder than he thought and he was close to giving up. Maybe he'd misread things. "I'll go," he decided in the end, his head bowed. Looking into Maru's eyes after the kiss was nearly his undoing but it was too hard for him to say what was in his heart - the reason why he'd kissed Ohkura, and now the reason why he'd kissed Maru.

Was it too much to want someone to like him the way he liked them? Yoko was no different than any other man - he was lonely and wanted someone to love, someone who would love him back.

Pulling away, he slowly made his way to the door, his head down as he tried to blink back the tears he swore he'd never cry.

"Thank you, Maru. I'm sorry all I do is spoil things..."


Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 23rd, 2008 06:31 pm (UTC)
x Kimimaru

When Yoko stood up and started walking away Maru instinctively stood up too and reached out and grabbed Yoko's wrist, giving a hard pull he forced Yoko to turn around and face him again.

"AHO! Don't leave like that!" Maru's eyes where full of tears which he were trying to keep under control, "Normally you aren't short of words at all, how can it be that you keep quiet when it comes to things important to you!!".

Maru felt the urge to tsukkomi his friend, but this wouldn't be a good time to do so, so he simply made a sad pout. Maru wanted to understand what Yoko was thinking and feeling, if the other one just left he feared that he would do something stupid or there would be an odd silence between them the next tie they would meet.

So Maru tightened his grip around Yoko wrist wanting to be sure that the older boy wouldn't have a chance to leave.

Edited at 2008-02-23 06:33 pm (UTC)

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 26th, 2008 03:51 pm (UTC)

Yoko was shocked when Maru grabbed his hand and spoke, coming closer to the truth than was comfortable for him to hear. While he may be able to talk when he had to, the important things were just too hard to talk about at times; he didn't want the others to laugh at him, for one thing.

"I'm sorry," he whispered, his head down as he struggled to keep the tears inside. He never cried and now would not be the exception. "It's hard for me to talk about important things, you know that. I'd just rather not ruin it any more than I already have done."

As Maru's grip tightened, Yoko realised he wasn't going to get out of it that easily and sighed.

"I'm just lonely, you know? It's hard seeing the others paired off and I have nobody...."

There. It was out in the open now and if Maru laughed...that would be the end of it.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 27th, 2008 12:23 am (UTC)
Maru shitty day

"You are making us all worry when you are keeping still about things which concern you, when are we.. I to know when you feel lonely when you never talk about it..", the last words came out as a sob and his still free hand found its way to his face trying to cover his eyes and the tear that were now starting to run down his cheeks.

He bit his lower lip hard to stop himself from sobbing any further, but he was not able to suppress all of them.

W-why am I so emotional all of a sudden?, Maru asked himself trying to keep his tear from flowing and somehow managed, but still he keep his eyes hidden behind his hand, only thinking that he would cry again if he looked directly at Yoko.
He had the words 'But you have me!' running thru his head again and again, but he was afraid to say it out loud, not sure how that answer would fit Yoko.

Somehow all the while his grip around the other boys wrist had loosened, he didn't think he had the strength anymore to force the other boy to stay.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 27th, 2008 12:41 am (UTC)

Looking stricken at Maru's words and tears, Yoko felt so bad he desperately wanted to run away and hide and never come back, but he knew that would upset Maru (and the rest of them) even more than anything else he could do, so he stayed where he was to try and work out what to do.

"I'm sorry...I'm so sorry..I didn't..." he started to say, then moved forward, almost without thinking and put his arms around Maru, laying his head on the other man's shoulder. "Please don't cry...I'm sorry."

"I am just not used to this, even after all this time being part of Eito. It's hard to say what's on my mind when 6 others are saying what's on theirs, ne," he added quietly, his breath stirring Maru's hair where it tickled his face. "I like you. A lot...more than maybe I should. That's why...."

After his confession, Yoko expected to feel a bit lighter in spirit, but nothing happened and he closed his eyes, sighing heavily. Maybe he should just go home, sleep it off and hope the guys would forgive him the next day. He started to pull back.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 27th, 2008 01:21 am (UTC)
Maru :(

Being in Yoko's arms made Maru calm down even tho his heart started beating faster and somehow he wondered if the other boy could feel it thru the layers of clothing separating them from each other.

Maru hesitated a bit, then he removed his hand from his face and buried his head in the clothes on Yoko's shoulder, then he wrapped his arms softly around the other boy too. Yoko's scent and warmth was so calming that Maru now fully stopped his sobbing, enjoying the feeling of being close to Yoko.

Maru's heart skipped a beat and he could feel his cheeks turn red when Yoko confessed that he liked him. He wanted to say the same back at Yoko but somehow he was now too embarrassed so he only hugged the other boy tighter.

Feeling Yoko starting to pull away from him, Maru's mind went blank and he kinda panicked and pulled Yoko into his embrace again. Having Yoko close and knowing where he was, was so much better than if Yoko stepped away where Maru couldn't touch him anymore. Afraid that he might not be able to feel the other one this close again if he let go now.

Tilting his head a little bit, his mouth was not far from Yoko ear and he whispered a quiet "I you too, aho.." not use if his words where able to reach the older boy.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 27th, 2008 01:28 am (UTC)

Shocked at the fact Maru pulled him back, almost desperately (or so it felt to him), Yoko wasn't prepared for Maru's next words, his face heating up and his body shivering from the voice in his ear.

"Maru....you...what?" he asked softly, not sure he'd heard correctly. He thought the younger man was saying he liked him back but...he wanted no more surprises this time. Yoko wanted to be sure Maru liked him, not anyone else.

Still, the possibility made his heart race and his breathing speed up.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 27th, 2008 01:59 am (UTC)
Maru royal

Maru felt kinda too embarrassed to say it once again, and right now he felt lucky that he was able to hide his face on Yoko's shoulder, near the other ones neck.

After what seemed like ages in silence, Maru thought that without him saying anything they could end up standing like that until morning, so he collected all his courage, pulled himself a couple of inched away from Yoko so they where able to get eye contact and cleared his throat which suddenly seemed all dried out by his nervousness. He could feel that the redness wasn't gone at all from his cheeks.

"I-i.... Yoko suki!" as the words coming out of his mouth were far more powerful and louder than he had intended them to be, so his hand came flying up to his mouth but was too late to stop them. He felt himself turning even redder and he felt unable to keep the eyecontact anymore, so he looked down on his feet.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 27th, 2008 02:09 am (UTC)

Yoko stood in Maru's embrace for whate seemed an eternity before the other man pulled back, looking into his eyes as he spoke confirming his feelings. Maru wasn't the only one blushing when he was finished, but Yoko managed a shy smile.

"Arigatou," he replied softly, the smile widening as Maru looked at his feet. Putting one hand under Maru's chin to lift up his face, Yoko moved closer and pressed his lips to the other man's again, this time letting them stay for longer as he put his feelings into the kiss. For him, it felt as if it were now or never.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 27th, 2008 02:30 am (UTC)
x Kimimaru close

Seeing Yoko truly smile for the first time this evening nearly brought Maru to tears again so happy was he, but before he could add something about his happiness he found his lips sealed.

If it would be possible for a person to melt by touch, Maru would have done so when Yoko's lips pressed against his own. Maru closed his eyes and accepted the kiss, feeling a pleasurable shiver going down his spine which gave him goosebumps, but he didn't mind them one single bit. Right now the world could go under and he wouldn't care.

Without realizing it himself his arms went up and around Yoko's neck, while he tilted his head a bit and opened his mouth slightly hoping that Yoko wouldn't miss it.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 27th, 2008 09:59 am (UTC)

When Maru responded to his kiss, Yoko's legs almost gave out in relief and happiness, making him smile into the kiss. Yoko then realised that Maru wanted more so he deepened the kiss, slipping his tongue between Maru's parted lips and exploring to his heart's content. This was what he'd been seeking with Ohkura and hadn't gotten, either from his own feelings or from Ohkura's and he wondered why it had taken him so long to realise that it was Maru all along.

Pulling the younger man closer, he locked his arms around Maru's waist, their bodies as close together as he could make them and still be separate. He wanted so much more but did he dare? The sofa was behind Maru, he knew, so maybe...

Yoko backed Maru into the sofa and gently pushed him down onto it, letting himself be carried with Maru until he was on top of the younger man, still kissing him. He didn't ever want to let go now that he had found his most important person.


Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 27th, 2008 01:16 pm (UTC)
Maru smile

When Yoko's tongue entered his mouth, he started massaging it with his own and he could taste the iron from the blood that had been inside Yoko mouth.

Maru let out a little yelp of surprise when he found himself being pushed unto the sofa but feeling the weight of the other boy on top of him seconds later and the kiss not breaking, he didn't mind laying here at all. Now Maru knew that he had done the right thing when he had decided for one of the biggest sofas when he bought this apartment.

Maru could swear that his heart was going to burst out of his chest an minute, but miraculously it stayed inside, so happy was he. But he had to break the kiss, panting he looked into Yoko's eyes wanting more, but something kept him from it.

Maru pointed at the front door, "It's still unlocked.. um.. Would you mind locking it?" he asked, his cheeks reaching an even deeper red.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 27th, 2008 10:00 pm (UTC)
Yokoyama Yuu

Yoko looked at Maru enquiringly as he broke the kiss, then gave a cheeky grin, still panting a little himself.

"Actually, I do..." he teased before easing himself off Maru and going to the door, locking it and making sure it was locked. That done, he went back to the sofa, pulling Maru up so he could sit down beside him.

"Ryu-chan...."

He didn't know how to say what was on his mind; he was still new to all this stuff, but he wanted Maru to know where he stood. "I don't want this to be...a one-time thing. I want us to be together... I really like you. A lot. Maybe even more. But I don't want to hurt you..."

Yoko wasn't sure he was making any sense, babbling as he was in his nervousness. Having said all he could, he leaned over and began kissing Maru, first his lips, then his jawline and down to his neck, waiting for the other man to respond.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 28th, 2008 12:41 am (UTC)
x Kimimaru black heart

Maru felt a little sad when the weight of the older boy was gone but he was glad too when he door was finally locked, remembering a certain landlady who liked to invite herself inside all hours of the day if you didn't remember to lock the door, and right now that was the last thing he wanted.

When Yoko had locked the door and was on his way back, it surprised Maru that he didn't continue where they had left, but when he was sat up and then heard Yoko explain more clearly what was going on thru his head, Maru could do nothing but smile.

Maru started to run his fingers thru the older ones hair as he accepted his kiss again, and when Yoko moved further down and started to kiss his neck, Maru tilted his head a bit backwards and thought it a good time to answer with his own feelings.

"I-I don't want this to be 'just a thing for tonight' either.." he had to stop for a while to catch his breath as he had started panting again, Yoko's touch making his blood run thru his body way to fast and he could feel something coming to life further down himself. "Yoko, you really mean a lot to me too", this came out as a whisper as he wrapped his arms around Yoko's neck, pulling him closer and kissing his forehead softly.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 28th, 2008 01:05 am (UTC)

Unable to repress a shiver of pleasure at Maru's words, Yoko pulled back and smiled. "Maruyama Ryuhei....will you go out with me?" he asked shyly, looking down at his lap.

It vaguely amused the perverted side of him that despite everything that had gone on that night, he was so ready for this that the moment Maru gave him the word, he would take the younger man into the bedroom. It was amazing that Maru hadn't already noticed his arousal, (or if he had, he hadn't said anything about it), though he had felt Maru's from his previous position.

Knowing that Maru wanted him as much as he wanted Maru went a long way to making him feel better about not just himself but the whole mess that had happened with Ohkura and Ryo-chan. It gave him hope that he could help salvage the mess he'd made and fix things for his friends.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 28th, 2008 01:22 am (UTC)
Maru starry beautiful

Maru felt short on words what seemed to be the hundreds time this evening, he felt the only thing he could do was look at Yoko and smile.

"Hai, Kimikun~" he finally said and nodded softly, thinking that this was nearly too good to be true, he had never hoped for something even close to this. Without thinking he therefor pulled Yoko in for a kiss again, this time Maru was the one to force his tongue inside the other's mouth.

Edited at 2008-02-28 01:23 am (UTC)

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 28th, 2008 01:31 am (UTC)
Yokoyama Yuu

When Maru gave his answer, Yoko felt his heart was going to jump right out of his chest, he was that happy. The kiss took him by surprise but it was more than welcomed as his tongue teased Maru's where it played inside his mouth.

As they kissed, he slowly began to strip, hurriedly trying to undo the buttons on his shirt, then pulling it off as quickly as he could while still kissing his boyfriend. His boyfriend. That idea whirled around his head making him dizzy with happiness, desire, and a weird sense of comfort that finally he had someone who cared as much for him as he cared for the other.

"Ryu-chan..." he breathed into the kiss, panting with the effort. "Bedroom...?"

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 28th, 2008 02:14 am (UTC)
Maru starry beautiful

His eyes closed, he let his fingers run down Yoko's masculine torso. When he felt the other boy starting to undress he wanted to loose his own sweatshirt as quickly as possible, but he would have to break the kiss to be able to pull it over his head. He didn't want to do that just yet.

"Hhm?.. Ah, hai.. bedroom~" he said as if in trance in between the kissed shared with Yoko, then he pushed Yoko softly away so he would be able to stand up. He took Yoko hand, braiding his fingers in between Yoko and pulled him softly off the sofa and towards the small hall.

Arriving in the bedroom Maru cursed himself for not keeping this part of his apartment more clean, clothes lying in a big pile in one of the corners and mags lying spread out under his TV in another corner, only the bed seemed like it had been spared the chaos and that was the most important thing right now.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 28th, 2008 02:24 am (UTC)

Yoko allowed himself to be led to the bedroom where he chuckled softly at the mess (reminded of his own untidy bedroom), then began to nuzzle Maru from behind, pulling off Maru's sweatshirt and starting on his trousers.

"Clothes...off...would be a good idea?" he smiled, kissing Maru's neck as he carefully undid his trousers and helped the other man step out of them.

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