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[Log] 2008-02-20 9.45pm (approx)
by yokocho (yokocho)
at February 21st, 2008 (11:59 pm)
distressed

current mood: distressed

Characters: Yokoyama Yu, Maruyama Ryuhei
Location: Maruyama's apartment
Rating: NC-17/R
Summary: incomplete
Warnings: none yet




Yoko walked tiredly to Maru's, wondering what his friend would do once he told him what had happened. Would he react like Ryo had done and punch him, then throw him out? Would he actually listen to what Yoko had to say? There was really only one way to find out.

Part of himself wondered why he was going to Maru for this, but who else could he turn to? Maru was the most understanding next to Yasu, and Yasu...well. Yoko knew that Yasu had a soft spot for Ohkura and would no doubt be as upset as Ryo, if not more so. Why had he kissed Ohkura, even with the thought that he was slightly tipsy, let alone drunk enough to confuse him for Ryo. Hina was going to be pissed, that was for sure.

Finally Yoko arrived at Maru's and buzzed to be let in.

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Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 12:22 am (UTC)
Maru winks

Since he had got Yoko text, Maru had been wandering aimlessly around his apartment, not really finding the peace to simply sit down and wait for his friend to arrive. It was seldom that Yoko wrote in such a serious tone, and if he did it sure was no good sign.

"Kimi-kun, Kimi-kun~", Maru sighed out as he looked out the window and down on the parking lot in front of his apartment but even with the streetlights on it was already too dark to see who came and went all the time.

Even tho he had been waiting for Yoko, he still jumped a little when the door alarm went of in a loud "Ding dong Dang dong~" and he hurried to the door and pushed the buzzer button so that Yoko could enter the apartment complex. He then opened his door and stepped out in the hallway, barefooted.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 12:26 am (UTC)

Yoko heard the buzz of the door and entered the complex, heading straight for Maru's door. He could see Maru standing outside waiting for him, and cleared his throat as he approached.

"Hi..."

When it came down to it, he really didn't know what to say, so chose to say nothing for the time being. He was sure Maru could see the effects of Ryo's punch; blood was all over his shirt and probably on his face too. He was sure there'd be a bruise as well. Ryo packed a mean one.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 12:58 am (UTC)
Maru :(

Maru was plain shocked when he saw Yoko, blood smeared over his face which was a bit swollen and red marks all over his clothes.

"K-Kimi-kun, what happened?!!!!" Maru stuttered out in a loud voice and ran towards Yoko, not caring if he accidentally woke some of the neighbors up with the commotion. When he reached the other boy his hand automatically reached to the other's face, looking at the damage done. "You seriously need to get this disinfected, and that's now!" his arm reached around Yokos back and he guided the other boy into his apartment, forcing him to sit down on the couch while Maru found the disinfecting tools.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 01:04 am (UTC)

Blinking as Maru's hand reached his face, Yoko allowed Maru to guide him to the sofa, where he sat quietly waiting for the other man to do whatever he was doing. He hadn't answered yet, but spoke while Maru was gathering together the antiseptic and whatever else he was doing.

"Ryo is what happened. Ohkura and I went out for dinner, Ohkura got drunk...and I kissed him. I shouldn't have done but I didn't know they were together, and I didn't realise just how drunk Ohkura was. When he mistook me for Ryo, I took him home, but Ryo somehow got the wrong idea and punched me, then threw me out of Ohkura's apartment."

He put his head in his hands, his voice choked. "What have I done, Maru? I've screwed up their relationship without even knowing about it, and I've hurt my friends. I don't even blame Ryo for being angry. I think I would be too in his place. But I never took advantage of Ohkura. Ever!"

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 01:29 am (UTC)
Maru face

With his back to Yoko, Maru listened to his story without saying anything, only fumbling with a bottle in his hand. Somehow he could understand how Ryo must have felt, but not listening fully to the other's story and then punching him, Maru though Ryo had crossed a line.

As he heard Yoko's voice choke, he had to fight hard not to become emotional too. Seeing and hearing his friend like this really broke his heart, but instead of showing that he put on a caring face and walked the short distance to Yoko, sitting down on his knees before the sofa, pouring some antiseptic on a little piece of tissue and carefully tabbing it against the bruises on Yoko's swollen cheek.

"Kimi-kun.." Maru's voice was soft as he looked up at Yoko, "Right now I can only tell you to calm down! I'm sure Ryo was just.. just upset! And you and Tacchon will be able to explain him everything tomorrow, nee!". He tried to get eye contact with Yoko, so that the older boy could calm more down. "If you want, I can even go with you tomorrow!"

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 01:36 am (UTC)

"Ryu-chan, he wouldn't even listen to me. He just accused me of lying and I left. I couldn't stay...and I don't know what's going to happen to Tacchon either. Is Ryo even going to listen to him?"

Yoko winced as the antiseptic stung his bruised cheek, then sighed. "It's no use. He just won't listen to me. I didn't even do anything other than kiss Tacchon, so why he got the wrong idea, I don't know."

He looked into Maru's eyes, seeing the concern for him, and almost broke down then and there, but he was Yoko, and Yoko didn't cry. Looking away, he stared into space with a sad expression on his face.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 01:54 am (UTC)
Maru everyday face

"I'm sure you'll be able to talk with Ryo again.. h-he just needs to calm down too!" Maru wasn't even sure that it would be possible, but it was always better to look more optimistically on things, because loosing hope before even searching was plain stupid.

Finished cleaning Yoko's bruise, Maru covered the wound with one of the biggest band aids he had and lifted himself from his knees so he stood up again. Somehow he though that Yoko looked so small sitting on his couch, and instinctively he reached his hand down and ran his fingers through Yoko's hair, petting his head to try to cheer him up.

"You can stay here tonight if you like, I have an extra futon somewhere." Maru said gently, not wanting to let his friend be alone in the state he was in.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 01:58 am (UTC)

"Thanks Ryu-chan. For everything. I really appreciate your listening to me and not...getting angry with me," Yoko said softly, feeling a slight thrill as Maru's fingers ran through his hair, relaxing him.

"I...are you sure it's ok?" he asked, uncertain. He didn't want to screw things up even more at this point.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 02:25 am (UTC)
x Kimimaru black heart

"What are friends for, if not for listening?" Maru smiled at Yoko and sat down beside him, but not removing the hand from Yoko's head, messing softly thru his hair again.

"Even tho my apartment ain't the biggest, there is always space for you to come over and stay, you know that silly~"

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 02:30 am (UTC)

"Thanks," Yoko replied softly, grateful for the support Maru was giving him. In more ways than one, it seemed. The fingers in his hair made him dizzy and he wondered briefly if Maru would be upset if Yoko kissed him, then flushed. He'd already been down that road before tonight and it had screwed things up.

Still, the messages Maru seemed to be sending him were making Yoko wonder.

"Ryu-chan...would it be ok if..."

Yoko leaned forward and pressed his lips to Maru's gently, then backed away, a blush stealing across his face.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 10:30 am (UTC)
x Kimimaru black heart

Maru's eyes grew wide in surprise in he felt Yoko's lips on his own, he hadn't seen that one coming, but strangely enough he found himself not disliking it. His hand, which had left Yoko's head when the older boy moved forward to kiss him, found itself on his back and when Yoko then pulled away he felt the urge to pull him close again, but he didn't do so. He felt his cheeks getting warm and imagined how red they must be.

"Kimi-kun.. I-I.. um..", Maru didn't know what to say, he hadn't thought about the possibility that Yoko might like him before, he wouldn't kiss me if he didn't like me, would he? But then he thought back on what Yoko had told him, the reason why he was so beat up had involved kissing Ohkura too. He took a deep breath and decided to tell him this seriously, "Kimi-kun. I-if you don't mean it, please don't toy with others hearts.." He looked into Yoko's eyes and hope he wasn't toying around.

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2008 01:55 pm (UTC)

"Ryu-chan...."

Yoko realised that Maru believed he was messing around and wanted to scream with frustration. It wasn't that way at all! He didn't know how to articulate his feelings very well but he'd try his best.

"I...I'm sorry. I..."

It was harder than he thought and he was close to giving up. Maybe he'd misread things. "I'll go," he decided in the end, his head bowed. Looking into Maru's eyes after the kiss was nearly his undoing but it was too hard for him to say what was in his heart - the reason why he'd kissed Ohkura, and now the reason why he'd kissed Maru.

Was it too much to want someone to like him the way he liked them? Yoko was no different than any other man - he was lonely and wanted someone to love, someone who would love him back.

Pulling away, he slowly made his way to the door, his head down as he tried to blink back the tears he swore he'd never cry.

"Thank you, Maru. I'm sorry all I do is spoil things..."


Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 23rd, 2008 06:31 pm (UTC)
x Kimimaru

When Yoko stood up and started walking away Maru instinctively stood up too and reached out and grabbed Yoko's wrist, giving a hard pull he forced Yoko to turn around and face him again.

"AHO! Don't leave like that!" Maru's eyes where full of tears which he were trying to keep under control, "Normally you aren't short of words at all, how can it be that you keep quiet when it comes to things important to you!!".

Maru felt the urge to tsukkomi his friend, but this wouldn't be a good time to do so, so he simply made a sad pout. Maru wanted to understand what Yoko was thinking and feeling, if the other one just left he feared that he would do something stupid or there would be an odd silence between them the next tie they would meet.

So Maru tightened his grip around Yoko wrist wanting to be sure that the older boy wouldn't have a chance to leave.

Edited at 2008-02-23 06:33 pm (UTC)

Posted by: yokocho (yokocho)
Posted at: February 26th, 2008 03:51 pm (UTC)

Yoko was shocked when Maru grabbed his hand and spoke, coming closer to the truth than was comfortable for him to hear. While he may be able to talk when he had to, the important things were just too hard to talk about at times; he didn't want the others to laugh at him, for one thing.

"I'm sorry," he whispered, his head down as he struggled to keep the tears inside. He never cried and now would not be the exception. "It's hard for me to talk about important things, you know that. I'd just rather not ruin it any more than I already have done."

As Maru's grip tightened, Yoko realised he wasn't going to get out of it that easily and sighed.

"I'm just lonely, you know? It's hard seeing the others paired off and I have nobody...."

There. It was out in the open now and if Maru laughed...that would be the end of it.

Posted by: 丸山隆平 ~Hero in Orange~ (orenjiiranger)
Posted at: February 27th, 2008 12:23 am (UTC)
Maru shitty day

"You are making us all worry when you are keeping still about things which concern you, when are we.. I to know when you feel lonely when you never talk about it..", the last words came out as a sob and his still free hand found its way to his face trying to cover his eyes and the tear that were now starting to run down his cheeks.

He bit his lower lip hard to stop himself from sobbing any further, but he was not able to suppress all of them.

W-why am I so emotional all of a sudden?, Maru asked himself trying to keep his tear from flowing and somehow managed, but still he keep his eyes hidden behind his hand, only thinking that he would cry again if he looked directly at Yoko.
He had the words 'But you have me!' running thru his head again and again, but he was afraid to say it out loud, not sure how that answer would fit Yoko.

Somehow all the while his grip around the other boys wrist had loosened, he didn't think he had the strength anymore to force the other boy to stay.

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